scared, nervous....

is it luck tat i did not receive the mail on friday, and which could have at least put my mind at ease on sunday to know that i've at least been given an opportunity.

but well, after all the waiting, i've finally called them up and got the confirmation. tmr is the 2nd biggest day. i'm hoping that i can get through to the BIG day!!

the past 2 weekend was chaotic for me. hee. 1 event span over 2 weekends. 2 friday of preparation late into the night at my place. lack of sleep during the rest days and catching up of sleep on working days. haha.

17th nov was the "bridging years" day. i was teaching the elderly how to fold cranes! and i think they do like it. after the actual event, it was another late into the night preparation for the follwoing week at my place. 2 consecutive night of more than 8 pple at my palce till 2am min. but it was fun.

24th nov was the "connecting hearts" day. actual event at the home itself. it was so nice to see the smiles on the elderly's face. they were smiling, and their smiles spread to their eyes, deep down into the souls, and it touched me. clapping along to the songs, playing the games. though the interactions between the groups of elderly was minimum, but at least both parties have enjoyed themselves. till now, i can still remember their smiles and laughter when they're singing along to the songs.

how i wish i did a better job at the deco though. it seems that the party goodie bag wasn't such a nice idea after all. since some of them actually tried to eat the items. how i wish i had the time to sit down and talk to some of them. but i'm scared i can't hold back too.

i'm glad i got myself involved.

wish me luck!

*prayer*